Wednesday, April 08, 2009

marahkan orang itu

marah sangat saya tetang hal itu
hati jadi panas bila kena tembak melulu
dia memang suka menembak cepat melatah
kurang ajar sangat kurang ajar
kalau tepat saya tak kisah
kali ini main sipi sipi tapi mengena
sakitlah saya pedihla saya terlukalah saya
memang dikelilingi syaitan nurajim masa itu
menyumpah nyumpah memaki maki
macam tiada agama tapi dia memang begitu
syaitan nurajim itu sahabat paling akrab dia
kalau dah tahu dia memang begitu kenapa marah?
saya manusia biasa ada hati akal dan perasaan
harap faham

Monday, April 06, 2009

menanggung derita

darah mengalir

air mengalir


pernah sekali dulu begini juga
tapi kali ini lain sikit
mungkin sebab lagi teruk kondisinya
kalau dulu bacaan kurang 4 mata
kali ini lebih teruk memeranjatkan
bacaan kurang lebih separuh
bacaan manusia normal duabelas
mulanya saya fikirkan stress
mulanya saya ingatkan tekanan
rupanya sangat meleset
perasaan badan tiada serupa dulu
jantung berdegup kencang
kencang seperti lumba lari
padahal baru melangkah 3 tapak
ke tanah tinggi sebelum soheh berita
nak berlibur berhibur
cuba sekeras kerasnya untuk berseronok
bersama keluarga keluarga terkasih
parah semakin parah bila kalah
walhal hanya indoor rides
yang dikatakan ride ride bodoh
rahmat Allah menyelamatkan saya
jika tidak saya tak tau apa terjadi pada saya
pulang bekerja saya mengalah di tengahari
tiada alasan kerana sangat serius
semua memaksa dan mendesak
ambik kau! 3 pek hak orang menjadi milik saya
hak orang menyelamatkan saya
terima kasih pada orang orang itu semua
dua malam berumah di rumah sakit
saudara mara sahabat handai yang tahu
semuanya hadir melawat
ramai sungguh buatkan saya sangat gumbira
saya sangat terharu dan berterima kasih
bersusah payah untuk menghadirkan diri
bok kata semua orang sayangkan saya
saya rasa bertuah sangat sangat
saya sayang pada semua semua juge



Friday, April 03, 2009

sefaham dia tak faham bagi kita

mak saudara sepupu saya bercerita
satu perbualan antara dia kawan dia dan orang lain
orang lain yang perlu diraikan kerana kerja
orang lain datang dari sebuah kota
tapi bukan dari kota kuala lumpur
perbualan bertempat di restoran makanan barat
perbualan sangat simple sangat basik
cuma pemahaman yang lain
telah menggeletek hati saya

kawan mak saudara sepupu saya:
nak makan apa?

orang lain:
nak kambinglah.

kawan mak saudara sepupu saya:
ok kita pilih lamb.
nak medium ke?

orang lain:
ok jugok, toksey banyok sangat sebab tadi doh make.

mak saudara sepupu saya:
bukan, maksudnya nak masak atau separuh masak?

orang lain:
laaa kalu tok masok guano nok make?

-the end-

Thursday, April 02, 2009

kiss of life

There must have been an angel by my side Something heavenly led me to you Look at the sky It's the color of love There must have been an angel by my side Something heavenly came down from above He led me to you He led me to you He built a bridge to your heart All the way How many tons of love inside I can't say When I was led to you I knew you were the one for me I swear the whole world could feel my heartbeat When I lay eyes on you Ay ay ay You wrapped me up in The color of love You gave me the kiss of life Kiss of Life You gave me the kiss that's like The kiss of life Wasn't it clear from the start Look the sky is full of love Yeah the sky is full of love He built a bridge to your heart All the way How many tons of love inside I can't say You gave me the kiss of life Kiss of Life You gave me the kiss that's like The kiss of life You gave me the kiss of life Kiss of Life You gave me the kiss that's like The kiss of life You gave me the kiss of life Kiss of Life You gave me the kiss that's like The kiss of life You wrapped me up in the color of love Must have been an angel come down from above Giving me love yeah Giving me love yeah You gave me the kiss of life Kiss of Life You gave me the kiss of life The kiss of life

tersentuh kalbu saya

sade


no ordinary love
please send me someone to love
slave song
the sweetest taboo
your love is king
bullet proof soul
by your side
cherish the day
kiss of life
every word you say
feel no pain
hang on to your love
i couldn't love you more
i keep crying
is it a crime
king of sorrow
love is stronger than pride
maureen
mr wrong
....semuanya saya suka

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DESCRIPTION
Polycystic Ovary (Ovarian) Syndrome (PCOS) usually involves ovary enlargement from many small, fluid filled cysts in their ovaries. The hormonal regulation of the ovary malfunctions resulting in a reduction or absence of ovulation (the monthly release of the egg from the ovary), irregular or absence of a menstrual cycle and high levels of male hormones, also called androgens. PCOS can affect a woman's menstrual cycle, fertility, hormones, insulin production, heart blood vessels, and appearance. Women with this problem are often infertile. PCOS is the most common hormonal reproductive problems in women of childbearing age. It is estimated that 5 to 10 percent of women of childbearing age have PCOS.


FREQUENT SIGNS & SYMPTOMS
According to the American Society for Reproductive Medicine, PCOS is defined by the presence of any two of the following characteristics:
*Lack of ovulation for an extended period of time.
*High levels of androgens (male hormones).
*Many small cysts (fluid-filled sacs) on the ovaries.
*Enlarged and/or polycystic ovaries. A woman may or may not have ovarian cysts with PCOS.
*Irregular menstrual bleeding resulting in periods of light flow along with heavy flow. Absence of a menstrual cycle.
* Infrequent menstrual periods. Increased time between periods, often up to several months.
Hirsutism which is the increased (excessive) hair growth on the face, arms, legs and from pubic area to navel from an increased level of androgens.
*Male pattern baldness or thinning hair. Alopecia)
*Higher energy level.
*Obesity (weight gain), especially around the waist (central obesity) and abdomen.
*Infertility - the inability to produce children.
*Acne or oily skin.
*Skin tags - small pieces of skin on the neck or armpits.
*Acanthosis nigricans - darkened skin areas on the back of the neck, in the armpits, and under the breasts.


OVULATION & PCOS
Ovulation is a process in which a mature egg cell (also called an ovum), ready for fertilization by a sperm cell, is released from one of the ovaries (two female reproductive organs located in the pelvis). If the egg does not become fertilized as it travels down the fallopian tube on its way to the uterus, the endometrium (lining of the uterus) is shed and passes through the vagina (the passageway through which fluid passes out of the body during menstrual periods; also called the birth canal), in a process called menstruation.
With an ovulatory problem, the woman's reproductive system does not produce the proper amounts of hormones necessary to develop, mature, and release a healthy egg.
When the ovaries do not produce the hormones needed for ovulation and proper function of the menstrual cycle, the ovaries become enlarged and develop many small cysts which produce androgens.
Increased levels of androgens can also interfere with ovulation and normal menstrual cycles. About 20 percent of women with polycystic ovaries have normal menstrual cycles.


CAUSES
*No one knows the exact cause of PCOS. PCOS results from a combination of several related factors.
*Women with PCOS frequently have a mother or sister with PCOS. But there is not enough evidence yet to say there is a genetic link to this disorder.
*An imbalance between the pituitary gonadotropin luteinizing hormone (LH) and follicle-stimulating hormone (FSH), resulting in a lack of ovulation and an increased testosterone production, a male sex hormone. Male hormones are called androgens.

*Many women with PCOS have a weight problem. So researchers are looking at a relationship between PCOS and the body's ability to make insulin. Insulin is a hormone that regulates the change of sugar, starches and other food into energy for the body's use or for storage. Many women with PCOS have insulin resistance, in which the body cannot use insulin efficiently. Since some women with PCOS make too much insulin, this leads to high circulating blood levels of insulin, called hyperinsulinemia. It is believed that hyperinsulinemia is related to increased androgen levels and it is possible that the ovaries react by making too many male hormones, androgens. This can lead to acne, excessive hair growth, weight gain (obesity), and ovulation problems as well as type 2 diabetes. In turn, obesity can increase insulin levels, causing worsening of PCOS.






adakah dia

ya kah dia?
yang mengambil berat tentang saya
yang slalu bertanyakan kesihatan saya
dia susah hati bila saya susah hati
dia gembira bila saya gembira
saya pun senang dengan dia
nampak dia pun senang dengan saya
saya slalu bercerita dengan dia
dia selalu mendengar cerita saya
dia tempat saya bercerita
tempat saya mengadu
marah saya sedih saya gembira saya
semua saya cerita dekat dia
saya berkongsi dengan dia
dia selalu ada untuk saya
dan saya tahu dia akan selalu ada untuk saya
nampak macam dia sayang dekat saya
nampak macam saya sayang dekat dia juga
ya kah dia?